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Posted on 2010.07.02 at 19:43
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Dear diary,
it's been a while since i blog in words.
confessing about my feelings,my thoughts and opinions or maybe options.
yeaah,it is.

so,
how's life been going on for me?

so far it's been good.

i've been with the same boyfriend of mine for the last eight months plus.
things been good lately.

i love him even more.
but can't deny that somewhere somehow i still have doubts and the feeling of being paranoid.
the trust is still not there yet.
i don't know.
don't ask me why or how come.
i just don't.

well maybe partly it's because he's a bartender.
but i think the main reason...
i would say..
maybe probably it's because of what happened to me in the past.
i just wanna take cautions.
that's all.